

Just now I had a thought.Feeling normal - means starting to feel fear again.Let me explain:You start being afraid of losing something. Afraid something might happen. Afraid for your health. Afraid for the people you love and etc.When I was in deep depression, I wasn’t afraid of anything.Death - that was what I was waiting for. Death was what I wanted.And when you feel that way about death — nothing else seems scary anymore. Everything else just stops making sense.